I dont know why I keep feeling like this... this pit at the bottom of my stomach just waiting for something bad to happen to take everything that I have that is happy and make it miserable again.... to send me deep into the abyss of my inner self... that place that I am so scared to go back to... that place that both of you sent me to.
I dont know why I cant let go, why the past keeps creeping up on me again and again... why cant I just be happy with what I have and not dwell on what I dont have or what I lost...
Can I ever be repaired or will I always be this damaged... will you be the one to put my broken pieces back together...
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