me being me

I am slowly getting over my breakup with my boyfriend and I have found that writing when I am upset makes me feel a lot better and gets my mind off of it. So here is another thing that I wrote a couple days ago...

I know that I can be happy on my own
But why then do I feel like this...
Empty and forgotten
I feel completely worthless
I know things will never be the same
Then why do I want to go back to how they used to be

I need closure
I need some way to see
That I still mean to you as much as you still mean to me

Your smile still lights my darkest days
And your warm embrace chases all the bad things away

I know things will never be as they used to be
I guess I have to get over it
I know I made the right decision and made it right
Then why does it keep me up at night like this

Maybe I just need time to be me and get back on my feet again
Because I always know you will mean more to me than anyone else I know
And I know your not going anywhere
No matter how far away I decide to go...