things will never be the same.....

Numbness comes to me while I lay awake at night
Thoughts of you slowly leak into my mind and I slowly fall to pieces
From the inside out this has been tearing me apart
I don't know how I will ever be able to mend my broken heart
I thought that you were the one for me
But I realize now that was just what I wanted to see

I am on my own now and I thought I was just fine
Then why can't I get you off my mind
I want you to be so so happy can't you see...
I only hope you want the same for me

I want to feel happy again like nothing is wrong
I want to dance and sing all those old school songs
How I wish I could remember how to me me
The me that I miss so much
The me that I used to be

I know that time heals all wounds
And that eventually I will be fine
But why can't I shake these feelings or get it off my mind

There is no going back
No second chance to give
You made your choice
And so did I

You live by the choices that you make
They define your life and make you who you are meant to be
So let it go
Fly away
Stop holding on to the past
There is a reason why you didn't make it to the present
And still a reason why your always in my heart....